Idk if he'll read this but I could careless. The things that I would say to the ex-boyfriend that I parted ways with sometime in the year 2006 at the age of 20 would be some positive things and some negative. You were a liar, a cheat and you didn't deserve someone like myself. I'm not saying I was perfect but I was always faithful, I never hurt you, I cared, I helped you in a number of ways, and it seemed like none of that mattered.
You made me feel insecure like I wasn't pretty enough for you or good enough to ever meet your parents. You made me feel like I was going CRAZY! As the years go by I realize why I never met your parents. It's because you were still in a relationship with another young lady. You made her out to be a crazy stalker that just couldn't get over you and yet and still you guys ended up married. Congratulations....again.
I was disrespected so many times and yet and still I gave you a second chance. I would ask you why you treated me that way and did those hurtful things but I'm sure the answer won't satisfy me.
I would like to thank you for that chapter in my life. Without that experience I wouldn't be the Jasmine that I am today. I took those negatives and turned it into positives so that I would NEVER experience anything like that relationship again. I kept my word and I have never let another man take my joy or self esteem away from me. I steered clear from guys like you. A wolf in sheep's clothing as my grandmother calls them lol.
God knows what we need at the right time in our lives. I have exactly what I want and need right now in my life. Yes sometimes I may hold on to those angry feelings towards that young man but I've let them go. We were all young and dumb once upon a time so I forgive you. I just hope that you have learned from your mistakes and won't do your wife the way you did her before you married her.
Well that's off my chest! Whew!
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